Dear Uterus,
I have always been sentimental toward objects-- not really places.
So, it was a surprise to me how bitter-sweet these last few days have been.We I wanted to get away from our house and town after everything, so as soon as I was physically able, we went to visit family a few hours away.
We drove past the house we brought Cody home to, the same one that I carried the twins in and recovered after them.
Bitter-Sweet.
Sweet memories of little baby Cody.
Experiencing a twin pregnancy-- the ups (mostly) and a few downs. Experiencing my first surrogacy.
Bitter reminders-- I rushed through both of those pregnancies-- anxious to get to the next part. I didn't enjoy them as much as I could have... and now I never will.
Another thing down-- another thing that will be easier next time.
-Michelle
I have always been sentimental toward objects-- not really places.
So, it was a surprise to me how bitter-sweet these last few days have been.
We drove past the house we brought Cody home to, the same one that I carried the twins in and recovered after them.
Bitter-Sweet.
Sweet memories of little baby Cody.
Experiencing a twin pregnancy-- the ups (mostly) and a few downs. Experiencing my first surrogacy.
Bitter reminders-- I rushed through both of those pregnancies-- anxious to get to the next part. I didn't enjoy them as much as I could have... and now I never will.
Another thing down-- another thing that will be easier next time.
-Michelle
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