Dear Uterus,
I don't love when people say things happen for a reason. It's not to say that I don't even believe that to an extent. We go through things and we end up growing in ways we may not have grown before.
But right now I don't see an "upside" to this.
So far the only things I've learned are negative. I've learned that doctors make epic screw ups sometimes. I've learned that Karma really doesn't exist.
Well Michelle, now you'll be able to adopt all the babies that people who shouldn't have babies, are having....
I was already open to that. It was already a plan... and while we're on that subject, why the heck am I the one that loses their ability to conceive when there ARE people who have no right bringing more babies into this world.
I've mentioned it before, and I realize to some it seems confusing. I'm not so much bitter about the fact that I can no longer have children the 'normal' way. I don't love it, it has played with my emotions, it did stir things in me I didn't expect... but I do know we will grow our family in one way or another.
So yes, I know you're trying to help me sort through things, and I'm glad you are taking the time out to even talk to me about it... but right now, that doesn't help. Right now, I could care less what the epic end-plan for me is. Right now, I just think this sucks.
-Michelle
I don't love when people say things happen for a reason. It's not to say that I don't even believe that to an extent. We go through things and we end up growing in ways we may not have grown before.
But right now I don't see an "upside" to this.
So far the only things I've learned are negative. I've learned that doctors make epic screw ups sometimes. I've learned that Karma really doesn't exist.
Well Michelle, now you'll be able to adopt all the babies that people who shouldn't have babies, are having....
I was already open to that. It was already a plan... and while we're on that subject, why the heck am I the one that loses their ability to conceive when there ARE people who have no right bringing more babies into this world.
I've mentioned it before, and I realize to some it seems confusing. I'm not so much bitter about the fact that I can no longer have children the 'normal' way. I don't love it, it has played with my emotions, it did stir things in me I didn't expect... but I do know we will grow our family in one way or another.
So yes, I know you're trying to help me sort through things, and I'm glad you are taking the time out to even talk to me about it... but right now, that doesn't help. Right now, I could care less what the epic end-plan for me is. Right now, I just think this sucks.
-Michelle
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