Dear Uterus--
Three weeks.
Three weeks that I've made it. I can't say at the moment if it's become any easier yet. I still have days when I'm okay, and days when I'm less so. Since the beginning of this all I've cried twice, and got a little teary once.
I'm not sure if that's because I have some upstanding amount "keeping my chin up-ed-ness" or because everyone is still walking on egg shells around me or messaging me to see how I'm doing. People asking my how I'm doing makes me actually stop and think about it-- and I think that's good for me. I stop, and actually think about how and what I'm feeling-- and why. A lot of the times that's where these entries start from. I might have went my whole day without really thinking about it all, until someone says that.
I'm glad it makes me think. It means I'm not holding it all inside.
-Michelle
Three weeks.
Three weeks that I've made it. I can't say at the moment if it's become any easier yet. I still have days when I'm okay, and days when I'm less so. Since the beginning of this all I've cried twice, and got a little teary once.
I'm not sure if that's because I have some upstanding amount "keeping my chin up-ed-ness" or because everyone is still walking on egg shells around me or messaging me to see how I'm doing. People asking my how I'm doing makes me actually stop and think about it-- and I think that's good for me. I stop, and actually think about how and what I'm feeling-- and why. A lot of the times that's where these entries start from. I might have went my whole day without really thinking about it all, until someone says that.
I'm glad it makes me think. It means I'm not holding it all inside.
-Michelle
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