Sunday, August 2, 2015

Jul 23-26th 2015- Days 48-51

Dear Uterus,

Yes, I'm cheating.

These days I sat in my hotel room (and on a plane and in a car) and wondered why God kept trying to kill me.

I felt like death.

I didn't drink for 2 of these days, and didn't eat for three. I just laid there.

I would try to eat and immediately begin getting sick. I remember thinking the last time I was hanging over a toilet this sick I was pregnant with the twins.... and then I was sad again. Then I realized I was sad because I will never be sick because of growing a child ever again.

On Sunday, the 26th, we flew home and my one consolation was that I finally got to see my son again. I missed him a lot.

-Michelle

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