Friday, August 7, 2015

Day 63

Dear Uterus,

As hard as the hardest moments have been-- I feel like they could still be harder.

It's like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.

We weren't planning on Baby 2 for another two ish years, so right now I don't feel like I'm missing something... but I'm scared for when that two year mark hits and I realize we won't be trying for a baby.

Is it odd that I expect it to be harder?

I should be grateful, I know.

The pain I felt/feel hurts like a witch-- but I feel like it should hurt more.

Maybe I'm just crazy....

-Michelle

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