Sunday, August 16, 2015

Aug 15th- Day 71

Dear Uterus,

The oddest things effect me.

Today we are driving down to the town we previously lived in. We still have a storage unit there. Inside, I knew I was going to find a LOT of baby things.

I saved all of it. Tons of clothes, all of his toys, a brand new pack-n-play, a stroller.... all of it. I told myself that this would all be stuff that I could use again, for our next one.

I bought a lot of gender neutral things specifically for this reason.

I was prepared to feel sad, and some things got a bit of a sigh out of me, but mostly I was okay.

I took a look and started throwing things into the back of the truck to be taken to a donation center.

I told myself that just because I was getting rid of things, didn't mean I was getting rid of the hope.

Still, there were those few things--

Little itty bitty nail clippers, bottles...a rattle.... those things stung, just a little bit.

-Michelle

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