Dear Uterus,
I have been trying to decide if I should write this one.
BUT I made the commitment to this blog to say everything I feel, so I will.
A little while ago, I told you that I was having since trouble accepting the news of a pregnancy.
If I look deeper into it, they're is really a lot more to it than just "that should be me." There is a lot of history, but that is still a part.
About a week ago, I received news that that pregnancy was no longer...here.
I would never wish a pregnancy loss on someone... I would hope that the people in my life would understand that. My initial feeling was that I felt bad I hadn't been more excited, and then I felt bad because it didn't make me depressed. I didn't really feel anything...
So there you have it.. I feel bad... because I didn't ache at the loss...
I feel bad, because I think that makes me bad.
-Michelle
-quote later. It's 3am, and I am tried.-
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