Day 36

Dear Uterus--

First, let's recap:

1. Told could have vbac-- body/doctor didn't cooperate
2. Had a second change at vbac-- baby flipped breech resulting in....
3. ....C-section... my second.
4. Doctor was blind (clearly).. sooo....
5. Hemmorhaged at home due to Placenta Accreta
6. Lost My Uterus
7. Almost Died
8. Had to Cancel my first vacation in 7 years

and nnoooooowwww....
      9. I'm sitting here... peeing myself. 6 days before me re-scheduled trip.

What the hell?

I'm a 25 year old woman with no uterus who is contemplating depends.

I want a re-do.

-Michelle