Tuesday, October 6, 2015

Oct. 4th-6th; Days 121-123

Dear Uterus,

College started for me yesterday. I keep myself as busy as possible. I don't think it was intentional initially, but now I think it has helped a lot. When I am constantly doing something I can go days without really thinking about it all. Progress.

In one week I have surgery. Something I still have mixed feelings about. I feel like I am constantly reminded of everything every time I have to deal with this issue. For months I have told myself that once this issue is fixed I can move out of this pit I have been in. Yet part of me is worried that even when I am fixed, I will still feel like I am in this...slump.

I haven't gained any more weight, but I haven't lost any more either. I just can't exercise so I am stuck. I have another 7weeks before I can really try to lose weight again, so my weight loss journey is on hold..ish.

How are you?

-Michelle

No comments:

Post a Comment